My Dearest Xxxxxxxx,
In my attempt to fix myself, I have avoided you completely. It’s been three endless days, the nights, unforgiving. Know that it has not been easy for me. Know that they have been sleepless.
I have been distant, but don’t for a moment think that I had forgotten about you. I have been cold, but don’t you ever think that I didn’t care. I have every right to walk away from you, from all this. But I won’t, not now.
I push on for tomorrow and I pray this night shows mercy. I will fight this for as long as I possibly can, but don’t you for even a second think that I don’t love you.