I don’t even know why I do this still, I can barely hold the pen to the paper. I don’t deserve this. We spoke of honesty and you lied. I need to get further from you right now, but every part of me wants to be right beside you.
I am lost for words and I can’t find my feet. It is beyond excruciating now. I truly am a fool for you, blinded by my beating heart. I need to go, I don’t know where, but I’ll go.